feeling better

feeling better lol

I just had to vent last night. Writing always makes me feel better. Til dh got home and we discussed it at great length. We've decided to not camp alot this year for many reasons. We're going to use the money first of all to get a pool installed. It'll be outside of our regular fenced in play yard and have it's own secure TALL fence around it. I think I'd much rather have a swimming pool than go camping all summer.

Besides, the way our camper is set up on the inside it's too dangerous for Levi at his age. The bed is high up and we have to climb these high steps to get to it and it's just too much for him/me this year. I don't know how I could keep him from climbing them and I'd worry about him rolling out and down those stairs so this year we're going to only camp once in awhile. Probably when Levi is at his grandparents.

It's so odd that the older I get the more fair I want to be, how fair I expect others to be and yet at the same time I realize more and more how UNfair the world it. How people are just out for themselves.

Dh was wanting to offer money to this other person for that camping spot and I said I'd be even more ticked about it then if they accepted it because that's just plain rude! I wouldn't make anyone pay me to do something nice for them especially if it an obvious safety issue or more of a convenience for them (than me). You just DO things. You shouldn't be paid to do them.

Well Liv's home from staying with her grandma. ttyl!